Do you remember the last semester of college or high school? That feeling that you knew you were done, so why wasn't it over already. I'm going through that today. Just a frustrating day at work and it has me totally bummed out. It's not the pregnancy I'm done with, it's totally fine. It's just the knowledge that after I give birth I won't be working as much and I am so looking forward to that.
I know mothering is a job so don't get your panties in a bundle. It is the career I have always been working towards. I do love my work in interior design but I don't find it as fruitful as I used to because it's just not what I want anymore. I plan to work after giving birth but in very limited capacity. Mostly I will work from home and then I will bring the baby with me when I do come in. Or that's the plan anyway.
I would love to be a stay at home mom full time. I would also love to have 4 children, but those things aren't in the cards for me right now.
What I need right now is a nap. I'm so cranky! How am I going to get through the next 11 weeks?
I'm right there with you from the job perspective. It's hard to stay focused when there's a much bigger 'job' in the offing...
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